I went to temple today!

Mazal Tov!!1

hoya hoya hoyraajruwj

im tiiiired

i know love is a place

once you step out of it reality sets in and it's so dark yet clear.

in love everything is tunnel vision where you feel like you are aspiring to something great

it grows and everything outside your little bubble can crumble and you can handle it much better

then ever before.

once its gone you feel like excitement is gone, only knives can live in your stomach, the butterflies moved on.

I love this place and I never want to leave it. I just wish I could wake up to what gives me that feeling.

I wanted you to tell me that Florida really is a nice place, you found yourself here because here you fell in love.

Yes, I believe love is a place.

i'm back in florida, heres a memory. I put this one up cause he liked it better, but I like his smile.

we'll go backwards

what good is it to live with nothing left to give
Forget but not forgive, not loving all you see
the streets you’re walking on a thousand houses long
Well, that's where I belong and you belong with me
Not swallowed in the sea

:D

ive been in Chicago for quite some time and it has been very heart warming, I have been feeling cold everyday.. cause well it is, but my heart is very very warm. My legs hurt and my feet hurt but this burning keeps me going. Running after busses, sharing spaces in the subway, scrounging for food, sharing stories. How do you catch up with four months in a week? I still haven't figured this out, I feel like it would take a lifetime! In this apartment are creaky floors and dancing feet, creek creeek spin me around to this music, i feel loved.

It was familiar to me
The smoke too thick to breathe
The tile floors glistened
I slowly stirred my drink

all i need

i feel so so cheesy but i love it

My boyfriend said the cutest thing to me last night. 

He told me that the moment he will always get butterflies is when he picks me up at the airport in Chicago. He said that the last time he saw me walking up to him in my little black coat I looked like an angel and he got butterflies. It's called zsa zsa zsu (i watch sex and the city too much). It made me smile, he makes me feel so little I could fit in his hands and he would cherish me forever :)

Chicago in 11 days.